Whoo... I'm there... tired as heck, left tues 10am, and made it to her in about... technically 51 hours but hey... 1700 miles is nothing to sneeze at.

Its gonna be a bit before I can expect to get anything done. Gotta job hunt (after all, just because I have promises of interviews doesn't mean i have a job), help with kax's goats n her family stuff, and then if i have extra time i really have to work on my novel. That's gonna be our project, and we both agree we have to get it done asap... granted not like a rushed novel, it should still be good quality, but we want to get it done and published and whatnot... (hopefully rake in big money... eventually... anyone know how long it took Christopher Paolini's inheritance cycle to take off?)

anyway, I gotta get goin, the library timer's ticking away and I don't know how much time I have left to be able to job hunt and everything.

Till next time!

Whelp, I'm moving here like right about tomorrow/wed. with a bit of luck, prayer, and a good frying pan to bonk enemies with, I'll get there safely in about oh, two to three days.

This has got to be the hardest thing i have tried to get myself to do... but honestly it will be a ton better, i know this. With how much I've had to put up with, i can say i'm looking forward to it... I just need to take the hardest step... going out the door. I feel so very much like samwise when he started out with frodo, so hesitant to go further than I've been before... going outside of my comfort zone...

"It's a dangerous business Frodo, going outside your door... you step out onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you'll be swept off to." - Fellowship of the Ring (right around the 37th minute)

Until I get there, to the journey! Catch you all on the other side.

That is part of the reason i'm not on near as much. not only am i not very web capable, but now i'm going to be moving out of my family's place within about a month.

I figure I'll be moving out of state, close to where is, there's a lot of reasons why (some of which admittedly is pay... and her). but I won't get into any of the more detailed answers yet.

So, that's what I'm up to. packing up all my belongings, or at least sorting out what I'll take and what I'll leave behind. I'm not leaving a date for when I'm moving, mainly because i'm paranoid a mutual enemy of ours is plainly starting to make moves against us, and considering he doesn't do anything obvious until he's sure he has his target cornered... yeah...

Anyway, Hopefully i'll keep in touch, otherwise i'm too busy preparing for my new place... heck i've already got one place promising an interview when I arrive, and i only just emailed them about their post two days ago! (well, i guess technically 3 but hey, who cares)

A lot of my projects have come to a halt, including my story, my fanfiction, and (most important to this site, since it focuses on art and not literature) two more drawings, this time of anthros due to this preparation. No worries, I'll get there eventually. I will say I have one semi-original pose (kinda merged two poses and added some twists to make it my own) pic of an anthro swordsman, and another who's supposed to be an elementalist user (fire) and its based on Winter wolf by but obviously with fire. Not too thrilled with how its turning out so it may be getting a redo. Still debating if she should get the fire elemental I commissioned to draw for me in high school... ah oh well, its in the works. All that's left is letting my mom know why i want my dad's sword.

To my three people (seems like) who keep track of me on here, "To the road that lies ahead!" *drinks root beer* ... what? kax has first dibs on seeing me drunk first. =3

at first, i was going to post something about what happened tuesday night, but then i decided against it. No need to tell the masses how crazy i am

Posted three actual art drawings, two of which had poses borrowed to learn proportions. (sorry to you artists, i tried to give credit but i didn't ask since i'm trying to learn for my own stuff later on.)

anyway, i'm learning how to build adobe's and cobs (more clay based version of adobes) and alternative meathods to heat and cool homes/water and provide electricity. Its an interesting challenge, but i keep reminding myself, I'm the son of an engineer. I can figure this out even without the formal education. (which is actually becoming quite true. already with less than a day's worth of research i've already come up with a few different methods in regards to the heating and cooling for both water and home simultaneously.)

I keep finding myself looking at rings, and found one place online that basically has a goldsmith's designs and you order from (her?) directly. they look so good, i could never afford a fully gold ring (even just 18k) but i've been planning on a silver base, with the wolves being golden, and then a darker red gem (like ruby) and a light blue topaz for the other...

so that's all i feel like updating for now... until next time peeps...

Well, aside from yet another frustrating day or two with my family (which I will no longer call family aside from out of habit), I wasn't able to post what I had drawn.

I'm a little bummed because I only inked two of the three, but when i went to scan them, it just didn't work, so now my printer scanner can't scan atm, or print (but that's because of a lack of black ink ) I'm hoping its just on the fritz, but you never know...

I'm working at my job, taking calls for verizon... Ironically its for a service that I can't get or comment on from experience. go figure. they want you to sell stuff you can't experience yourself.

On the plus side, my writing block has diminished somewhat and I had worked on my pokemon 'fanfic' for a while, got two chapters (re)done and posted on fanfiction so, i'm happy bout that. Now I'm torn between continuing the story, and redoing the first chapter... which I will freely admit sucks because I still have plenty of author's notes in it, mainly of the (I don't want to type this so here's what happened) variety. Regardless, that's my issue, and I don't want any comments on that subject even if its supposed to be encouraging!

If you have anything you wanna say, i'm cool with that, i'd really like some feedback on the story, just search by author for lycian w or username of admael7014. In general though, I'd really like to hear from more than just the same one or two people... I haven't heard anything from most of you and want to know if you're even doing ok...